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Suddenly I wanna write down one of my great experiences on my study. So, I had quite a fun job as the assistant-MC (and the MC as well -,-) on an event held by my study program few days a go. It was on Thursday till Monday, November 22 till December 2 2013. Few days before the event, I had done doing my work on PPM and English Camp and was about to continue writing my thesis at the moment. Yet, only one day after I started again dealing with my thesis, this Guest Lecturing program came to see me. It was pleasing as well as confusing. Confusing since I know I will neglect my thesis-fighter-sense but at the same time pleasing since I do love working on this kinda event. After all, I did it and it was awesome. I got a lot of fun though I had to work on my weekend as well. Yet, I was grateful since I did get the chance to do it. I love this kinda work though I know it will prevent me from focusing on my thesis. And now, tadaaaaaa I rarely deal with my thesis, I don't feel like...

Adakah orang yang suka menunggu? Well, Im pretty sure kalau sebagian besar orang tidak suka menunggu. Entah menunggu apapun itu. Menunggu requires a lot! Kesabaran, kemampuan menjaga emosi, management waktu juga. Tapi, bukankah hidup itu hampa tanpa menunggu? Benarkah? Ada salah satu penulis favorite yang berkata kurang lebih: sembari menuggu, lakukan hal yang bermanfaat. "brings to the better you" kalau kata ku. Tapi, tergantung juga konteks nya, apa yang kita tunggu. Kalau yang kita tunggu sesuatu yang tidak pasti? Jodoh misalnya? Everything comes to you in the right moment. Pas sekali rasanya quote itu, buat aku, sekarang :p Wah entahlah , aku random sekali :/ Tadi perasaan bahasa nya udah serius, ini kenapa di tengah2 jadi begini :3 Alright, I have to grab my sense back. So, what I'm going to talk about right now is actually the sense of waiting, yaa all about menunggu , waiting, it could be either for someone or something. Dulu, bukan dulu sih, beber...

What I feel right now.

Tulisan pertama bulan Desember. Dan ini tentang bunga tidur. It's almost 1am now, well it's already Saturday, my favorite day <3 ! It's already weekend ~ Why did I wake up at this midnight? Tentu saja, Bunga mimpi. What kinda dream makes me stay awake? I dreamt of my mom just now. I don't have any ideas what's going on my dream. What I remember the most is I spent lotta time with my mom. Then when I woke up, it hurts deep inside here. Oh, I guess I better sleep now. Maybe sleeping heals this pain faster.

Always understanding Never complaining Always caring My mom Always work hard Never disappointing Always comforting My dad Always pretending not to care (about me) Never showing his love Always giving surprises My brother Always friendly Never give up Always trying best on everything My sister Always pretending to be fine just to make me relieved Never tell me bad things but good things Always secretly miss me <3 No matter what you're up to right now, I wish you all a very happy and joyful days. May peace be upon you all. I Love You <3 The silly youngest daughter in the family, Dee

No one denies that Yogyakarta has so many stunning beaches to visit. Well, I'm talking about Yogyakarta people who definitely are knowledgeable about this lovely city. For those who has no any ideas about Yogyakarta, ask google will do :v Where to go in Yogyakarta? One of the most famous regions in Yogyakarta for its beautiful beaches is Gunung Kidul. So, I'm gonna share my vacation last weekend when I visited the region to see picturesque beaches there. Beaches: so it's not only one! *matter? Last Sunday, November 24, I pay a visit to Gunung Kidul Yogyakarta since I feel like missing going to beaches so much, don't ask me the reason why. Fortunately my friends agreed to go there together, so, there we go :D Located in Kanigoro Village, Saptoari, GK, Ngobaran Beach should be on your list of where to go in Yogyakarta. Even though it takes pretty much time to reach the site from Yogyakarta; more or less a couple of hours by motorcycle, it is definitely worthwhile t...

i love you i love you i love you I just wanna tell you something you've already known , and I hope someday I ll tell you honestly directly in front of you <3

This song keeps hunting me these past few days. The meanings are just so so so so me . Well, I hope you hear me, clearly. Here it goes; You, do you remember me? Like I remember you? Do you spend your life g oing back in your mind to that time? 'cause I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own And everyone can see that I really fell And I'm going through hell Thinking about you with somebody else Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breathe without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes that one day you will see That somebody's me Yeah Well, the song doesn't end there, yet those words written above are enough for now to show what I feel, right now. That "somebody hopes that one day you ll see that somebody's me" is really no joke. It's kinda well, I hope you know that that somebody is no one but me. Hey, I hate being on my own, in some cases. And in this case, which is you ...

Don't mix bad words with a bad mood. You'll have many opportunities to change a mood, but you won't be able to replace words you spoke. Couldn't agree more with the statement above. Sometimes, I witness people use bad words when they are in a bad mood. I did it as well, some times. Then a matter of time, I ll regret it right after I realize that what I said can be forgiven but not forgotten. What I'm trying to say right now is I was in a pretty bad mood this afternoon. I got a more or less messy day today. In fact I'm still alive I thank God since I didn't have enough guts to commit suicide! I needed a mood booster and all I could think of is you. Well, like any other day, it's all about you, from the very start. I felt like I will be able to calm myself down just if I met you. At least, I met you and that fact meeting you made me a kinda happy and enchanted. I'm not really sure what I'm talking about right now. The point is that, I...

Hectic , Yap ! I have a pretty hectic life lately, just so many things should be done. This week contains super busy fast tiring days, yet, these days are awesome. I just couldn't imagine what my life will become without days like these. Some people pity me since I've got so many jobs to do while I still am working with my lovely dovey thesis right now. Yet, I don't wanna let those voices confuse me. I mean, it's not that I do not want to do my thesis and blame these busy days, I just, wanna enjoy my life. Do you feel me? Sometimes I think I'm not really that lucky to have these jobs when in fact I'm a senior in study and SHOULD BE busy with my thesis, but, I think about it over and over again, then I came up with a thought that what I have to do is simply enjoy what I'm doing right now. No matter whether I'm lucky or not to have these responsibilities, I'm sure God gives these to me for making me enjoying my life. Well, I'm ...

Have you ever felt like you don't wanna sleep at all and just do anything you feel like doing? Up All Night

Howdy fellas ! It's Saturday nite. Hows your weekend? Well, I read my previous post before this, and it's kinda ZILCH ! Damn ! Haha Why should I post that kinda mellow thing? Not sure. Yet, it was so hard yesterday I needed a space to split out my , uhm, disappointment. Well, I'm not gonna write the same gloomy-themed writing right now. Why do I love Saturday nights? I wrote down the above utterance hours ago on my social media page. And I'm inspired to expand it here.  There are a lot of reasons, or let's say a host of reasons, why I love Saturday nights. Some of and many friends of mine often relate Saturday night as a moment to spend with your bf/gf. Well, I don't say it's wrong. Yet, as a single, I never see it as a gloomy night like some of them do. Well, it's a lie if I say never, at least, I never see Sat Nite as a mellow dramatic gloomy night from now on B-) So, I'm just gonna simply wrap up what I'm doing on my Saturday ni...

I played and listened to it over and over again, let her go by Passenger . What a nice song ! The song is simply enchanting. It makes us realize that sometimes we don't know what we've had till it's gone . And I kinda go "Ahh, that's truly right" when I hear the song. Mom, The song reminds me of you after all. Feel like I've never realized how blessed I am to have you as my mother. I'm surely happy to be born as your daughter. Unfortunately, I've never told you so. What a pity ! :( When you were around, I never known and never realized that I love you so much I had to tell you. That time, I didn't even think to tell you I love you cause I feel like I ll have you forever. I ll hold you forever. You ll last forever next to me. I'm wrong :( Now you ve passed away and this feelings of missing you hurts me too deep. Only know you love her when you let her go. Ya, only know I love you when you're gone. Did you know, it even ...

I guess I'm into you <3 Source (of course) images.google.com :')

Dear Mom , Hai mom, how are you? It's been a while since the last time I wrote a letter for you. Mom, it's almost 1 am right now but I couldn't sleep yet. No, I'm not playing games or watching movie like I usually do :/ I've got a damn annoying enemy called cough. It hurts :'( I can't sleep well since this little enemy always gets more intensive to see me when the night comes. It's been two days already :/ Just if, Just if you were here, maybe I would feel a whole lot better than now. You ll always be my savior, my heroin. Mom, I miss your hot tea, your "mie rebus plus telor" :D When I felt a little bit unwell, you would always by my side. Ah, I just wanna say I miss you actually. Mom, I miss you :'( And this little annoying enemy only reminds me of you even more. Miss you as always , Your naughty little pretty daughter :')

Don't try too hard to hurt me Don't try too hard to make me hate you Don't try too hard to avoid me Don't try too hard to make me hate you Don't try too hard to pretend Don't try too hard to make me hate you Don't try too hard to be bad Don't try too hard to make me hate you Don't try too hard to make me go away Don't try too hard to make me hate you Don't try too hard to be someone else Don't try too hard to make me hate you It's what I choose It's the path I'm going through It's my feelings Just do not try too hard to make me hate you, it hurts If it's the right time for these feelings go away, it will . Just do not try too hard to make me hate you , Just don't try . Please . Best regard, Me

We are all waiting for something , Whether or not our waiting is worthwhile , it all depends on us . So, make the most of your time , don't ever let any single second wasted . Though sometimes we do not get that something we want , surely God gives us another something we truly need . Just do what we love and love what we do . Happy long weekend everyone . Let's live our life  Sincerely , Dee .

I currently am suffering from sore throat right now. It hurts, indeed. Especially for me who loves singing all the time just to color my gloomy life. Well, anyone hasn't known yet what sore throat is? Please -,- It's a kinda, well, throat pain which is caused by a minor illness such as infections. Usually, no need medical treatment make this annoying pain go away , yet, still, it's totally annoying -,- Ciyus ! Argh, it's been my XX times having this kinda pain. Why ? I don't know ! Guess I have to keep away from oily foods which might be one of the reasons why I often face this sore throat :'( Well, i love fried foods a lot . What's the point of writing this post actually? *I wonder* Uhm , just want to ! *I answer it myself* I wanna get my voice back soon. I wanna sing again, for myself . Dear sore throat, I hate you and you know it. So, don't come any closer to me again. Please. Sincerely, Dee

September 1, 2013. Benteng Vredeburg, Yogyakarta, Indonesia. That day was one of my best days, I might say. That was a shinny Sunday when I had a very special moment called Shave for Hope 2013. For the very first time I thought that I could do something good for others, others who I don't even know. Yet, it somehow made me happy. So much happy. Well, the idea of this event is simply brilliant. Shave for Hope invited people to shave their hair which will be awarded around IDR 100,000, it's approximately $10 each person. And all the money collected will be donated to a kinda social agent that is concerned with helping children with cancer. As we know, children , and or people, with cancer often have to do a kinda treatment (I'm not really sure how to say it in English) in which they ll get hair loss. And, the event wanted to show them that bald is the new sexy. Bald is beautiful. Social angels, the shavee (people who donate their hair in the event are called Shavee) w...

Bukan jamannya lagi ngomongin galau karena cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan atau cinta ditolak dukun bertindak. Ah, pembukaan yang kurang menarik ya? Apalagi almost 90% blog ini isi nya cerita cinta geje nan full of galauness. Jangan salah, tulisan2 itu hanya selingan, penulisnya gak beneran galau kog, ciyuss deh. Nah ! Kalo ngobrolinnya tentang galaunya mahasiswa semester akhir, ini baru pengalaman pribadi yang nulis. Ini ciyus banget deh. *apasih Ehm, mahasiswa semester akhir. Gakda salahnya si jadi mahasiswa semester akhir, yang salah itu, mahasiswa semester akhir yang males nulis tugas akhirnya. Kaya si penulis ini nih. -_____- Tiap hari isinya galau gara2 pusing gak tau musti gimana nulis skripsinya. Ngakunya si penulis, eh, emang penulis si, tapi klo urusannya uda nyenggol2 nulis skripsi, beh, jiwa writer nya nguap dah entah kemana. I don't know why. Rasanya tuh ya, anxious plus nervous plus blur klo lagi nulis skripsi. Grusa grusu gak enak banget. Mumet pokoknya. ...

Tuh kan ! It's already midnight dan sialnya lagi2 aku harus berusaha keras untuk membuang bayang mu yang menari nari di benakku . Sial ! Aku lagi2 jadi berlebihan seperti ini saat aku bingung karena aku terlalu rindu padamu. Ditambah lagi, aku gak bisa ngapa2in buat ngobatin rindu ini. Say hai aja aku gak berani. Cemen memang ! Tunggu, aku tarik lagi kata2ku, bukan cemen, bukan. Hanya saja, trauma ? Takut tersakiti lagi maksudku . Kau tak tahu kan, betapa kerasnya aku untuk berlaku cuek saat kau tiba2 nongol di halaman fesbuk ! Fortunately u didn't have that much interest in socializing via twitter, if so, then I do not know what to do. I won't follow you for sure. DAMN ! I'm talking nonsense everytime I miss you ! I better go to bed now . It's not supposed to hurt this way -_- this is what i feel when i hear someone says your name

Terimakasih telah membuat ku kecewa , Aneh? Memang . Siapa lagi yang berterimakasih karena telah dibuat kecewa, hanya aku , mungkin . Terimakasih telah membuat ku kecewa , Setidaknya kekecewaan ini membantuku untuk membencimu. Meskipun tetap tak membantu banyak . Tapi, at least, dengan kecewa ku ini, aku jadi punya satu alasan untuk menjauhimu , dan membencimu (itupun kalau aku bisa) Terimakasih telah membuat ku kecewa , :') Aku yang berterimakasih telah kau buat kecewa :')

Just another random flying issue on my mind. I was singing one of my fav song, and it contains "Falling in Love with Strangers". Then suddenly I wonder how it feels. Have you ever felt so? In a sudden I think of meeting someone new and feel a kinda strange feeling warming up my body just like every time I met you. Well, that kinda feeling. I think it must be good to easily falling in love with someone you meet at the first sight. Just if I can do it. It wouldn't be so hurting and taking time to forget you, then, I guess. Have you got my point so far? I juts think, maybe , it might be either yes or no, maybe it ll be helpful to easily falling in love with someone else once your heart gets broken. If it's possible, then this broken heart can be recover soon right? Well, once more, it can be yes or no. Missing you was blue , That's what I feel and I have to find a way soon to turn that blue into red, before it's too late and my heart gets frozen sin...

Aku yang Ingin Membencimu Dengan Sepenuh Hati Coming soon ! Masih mencari kata yang tepat untuk memulai tulisan dengan judul itu. Entahlah, gak pengen lupa aja si mau nulis pake judul itu , jadi yaaaaaaaaa # R A N D O M ! !

Iya , sekarang jam 1 dini hari saat aku menulis tulisan ini . Entahlah , aku tak punya ide untuk menulis sebenarnya . Hanya saja , aku ingin . Honestly, I wanna split out all troubles that come to see me these days. Well, complaining. A thing I avoid lately. Yet, I think I need a space to do my complaining. Stress is what lately be so familiar! I don't know exactly why I feel so under-pressured and at the same time stressful. Maybe it's just me who think too much over something. I don't know. More I write, I becomes more blur. I don't know exactly what I type right now. It's just a zilch! Should we end it now? One thing, I do wanna sleep and I don't know why I can't sleep easily at night! Am I a kalong? Damn I love stay up all night long!

Senja , Aku selalu menanti hadirmu setiap sore . Sehabis mandi dan sholat tentunya (salah satu cara memperbaiki diri = sholat gak boleh bolong2 :p ), aku buka laptop tersayangku yang sayangnya sudah tak terlalu fit seperti dulu kala, lalu aku putar lagu-lagu yang manis dan seakan mewakili kisah hidupku, dan senja . Mendramatisasi ??? Maybe . Hidupku , dramaku . Lalu, sembari mengerjakan apa saja yang ingin dan bisa aku lakukan dikamar, aku menunggu hadirnya mu dengan sabar . Dari balik jendela, aku menantimu. Aku sadar kalau kau, Senja, hanya hadir dalam hitungan menit yang membuatku harus menunggu hampir 24 jam kemudian untuk bersua denganmu lagi. Tapi, kau tau? Itulah mungkin yang disebut menunggu dengan sabar dan ikhlas. Menunggumu . Senja dan rona nya :)

Aku yang tak bisa marah padamu , Ya , aku tahu pasti kalo kamu tahu bahwa aku tak akan pernah bisa marah pada mu . Entah kenapa . Itulah yang kadang membuatku mencaci diriku sendiri . Kepada kamu yang membuatku ingin jungkir balik karena penasaran , membuat ku memendam rasa rindu yang sakit , kepada kamu yang membuatku tak bisa melakukan apa-apa karena ingin tahu kabar mu . Harusnya aku marah . Tapi , sekali lagi , aku tak akan pernah bisa . Aku yang tak bisa marah padamu , Setiap hari jika pikiran tentang mu melintas dibenakku , aku selalu mencoba mencari kesalahan dan kekurangan kamu yang mungkin bisa membuatku benci atau marah kepadamu . Ada beberapa yang aku temukan , tentu saja . Tapi , sepersekian detik setelahnya , segala budi baikmu , tingkah laku mu yang kurindu, mengalir dengan deras menerobos semua hal negatif tentang mu yang susah payah aku kumpulkan . Benci , marah , sebenarnya ada , tapi tetap saja aku merindumu . Sungguh , aku tak bisa sepenuhnya marah padamu . To...

128 square root of e ! Who the genius does create this awesome formula ? Well, I bet you don't know, neither do I. Anyhow, I Love You <3

Kepada Tuhan yang Cinta-Nya tak pernah ku ragukan, Tuhan, aku ingin mengawali suratku dengan bertanya kabar , tapi one second later it sounds like a fool. I bet You are definitely totally completely fine! Oya , ini surat pertama ku untukMu . Tunggu , jangan salah sangka . itu bukan berarti aku tak pernah curhat dan berkeluh kesah padaMu , Yang aku yakin mencintai ku dengan tulus :) *boleh kan percaya diri untuk hal ini? Tuhan , sebelum aku berterimakasih atas segala yang Kau beri, aku ingin mengucap maaf. Mungkin (bukan mungkin , tpi pastiii) Kau sudah tau apa yang ingin aku bicarakan padaMu dalam surat ini. Tpi biarlah aku menuliskannya . Menuliskan segala rasa syukur dan maaf yang kadang tak ku ucapkan padaMu . Menuliskan segala rasa yang berkecambuk dan tak tentu arah . Aku sedang mangalami masa sulit sekarang ini . Kau tentunya tau apa yang aku maksudkan . Tentang kuliah, tentang hidup, dan tentang cinta . Dan aku ingin secara khusus membahas tentang hal terakhir yang kusebut...

Want your small bedroom looks bigger? It’s not something like an impossible mission. For sure, there are several tips and/or ideas exist to make your small bedroom looks bigger and spacious. If you are interested in doing so, here are some tips you might try. First of all, you have to deal with the paints. You will hardly succeed in crafting a spacious look on your small room if you choose the wrong color choices. Light-colored paints are definitely highly recommended to help you make your small room looks larger. Those colors will give a spacious effect on your room which makes it feels roomier that it is. That is why; choosing the paint color correctly will be helpful for your small bedroom decorating ideas. After deciding what color you will pick for your small bedroom ideas, now it's turn to think of the furniture. Since it's a small bedroom you are dealing with, it is highly recommended to pick space-saving furniture. Without neglecting its usefulness, space-sa...

How many times do I have to tell myself that everything's going on is the best God set for me ? Well, people tend to think positively esp when they have a problem, then think that what happens is the best for them. I can't say it's wrong, since it's truly right that God is the best planner ever. Yet, as a human being, feeling anxious and afraid is such a common thing, right ? _what.the.hell.am.i.talking.about.actually_ You're not even mine, but I'm afraid of losing you. Why? Rait na, I'm gonna talk about losing someone. It ever happened once on my 22 years life. Losing someone we love the most is something that hurts so much, but life must go on, huh? We have to keep moving on. Once, when my mom passed away, I felt like my life flying away somewhere and didn't wanna come back to me, again. Yet, as the time goes by, I feel like I can stand it. Though it's hard, of course. Again, think it this way; it's the best for my mom, so that ...

Looking for ways to combat stress ? Well, life couldn't get better than getting rid of all of stressing stuff that punch our face ! So, this is one of my ways to defeat stress . Yap ! hijab ! Trying on some hijab styles that I got from the internet will do . How was it ? Not bad , right ? #giggling Well, get rid of stress and enjoy my life . That's what I'm gonna do .

Haven't heard about La Boca? At first, people there didn't do it on purpose. Since they had no enough paint with same colors to paint their houses, they painted in different colors. But, now, see , this neighborhood called La Boca turns out to be a stunning places. One of recommended places to visit in Buenos Aires. #houses #colors #random if I have a house someday , I wanna paint it in different colors just like one in La Boca. #random holidayforce.com for further info :)

Jogjakarta . One of the most visited cities in Indoneasia has been well-known for its never-ending tourist attractions. Housing a number of historic landmarks, Jogja (also known as Yogyakarta) has been famous as holiday destination in Indonesia. If you are planning on going to see Jogja, give it a try to drop by Kalasan, Sleman. One thing for sure, its eye-catching Sambisari Temple will gladly welcome you . Located at Purwomartani village, Kalasa, this Hindu temple owns such a unique structure since it's buried approximately five meters underground. In fact, that issue is what makes the temple remarkable. Here it is the picture of the temple, I took it on Saturday, March 16 2013. The view is simply great. Recommended for pleasure seekers ;) To enter the Sambisari Temple (Candi Sambisari - Indonesian), you only to purchase an inexpensive ticket. Only Rp 2.000 for adults and Rp 1.000 for kids. The views are really worth the money! Undoubtedly . Well, here are just ...