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Let Her Go

I played and listened to it over and over again, let her go by Passenger . What a nice song !

The song is simply enchanting. It makes us realize that sometimes we don't know what we've had till it's gone. And I kinda go "Ahh, that's truly right" when I hear the song.


Mom,
The song reminds me of you after all. Feel like I've never realized how blessed I am to have you as my mother. I'm surely happy to be born as your daughter. Unfortunately, I've never told you so. What a pity ! :(

When you were around, I never known and never realized that I love you so much I had to tell you. That time, I didn't even think to tell you I love you cause I feel like I ll have you forever. I ll hold you forever. You ll last forever next to me.

I'm wrong :(
Now you ve passed away and this feelings of missing you hurts me too deep.


Only know you love her when you let her go.


Ya, only know I love you when you're gone.
Did you know, it even hurts me more if I remember all the things you and I did.
Just everything !
How much it hurts when I remember all the things I've planned to do with you yet I haven't done them yet and now you re gone. Blast !


I wanna have you right here right now. Had I known you ll leave me so soon, I ll just do everything to show you how happy I am to be your daughter, to have you as my mom, to get all your loves and cares.


I love you , xoxo .
Kisses and hugs .
Your silly daughter .


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