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My Mood Booster

Don't mix bad words with a bad mood. You'll have many opportunities to change a mood, but you won't be able to replace words you spoke.

Couldn't agree more with the statement above. Sometimes, I witness people use bad words when they are in a bad mood. I did it as well, some times. Then a matter of time, I ll regret it right after I realize that what I said can be forgiven but not forgotten.

What I'm trying to say right now is I was in a pretty bad mood this afternoon. I got a more or less messy day today. In fact I'm still alive I thank God since I didn't have enough guts to commit suicide!
I needed a mood booster and all I could think of is you. Well, like any other day, it's all about you, from the very start.
I felt like I will be able to calm myself down just if I met you. At least, I met you and that fact meeting you made me a kinda happy and enchanted.
I'm not really sure what I'm talking about right now. The point is that, I want to meet you and I need to meet you.

Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts?

I guess you haven't! And I ll let you know that it hurts more when you miss someone who doesn't even think of you even just a second! What a cruel fact. But fact remains fact, unfortunately.
Oh it's getting late and I feel like drunk.

By the way, dear my mood booster, do you have any ideas why you are my mood booster?
Remember the last time we met? Well, I guess your memory isn't that bad, at least better than me.
I was totally ruined and tired that day, but I managed to stay awake till midnight since I did want to go out and fortunately you asked me to do so! God, I thank God who made you suddenly asked me out that night.
Though I was totally tired and had a kinda zero-energy , but I did need something fresh to freshen my frozen days. Then you came. You did not have any idea how happy I was back then.

You listened to my stories and I listened to yours. I felt like I have a shoulder to lean on, and it's you.
That moment is what I miss the most right now.
I do want to meet you again, as soon as possible. Can I?
I do hope so.

Sincerely,
I miss you. Sometimes it hurts.

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