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So, lately life has been so hectic with a load of assignments to be done. Yap, it's been around two and a half months I'm living as a graduate student. Life has been so busy, lol. Well, ofc I still manage to grab some fun in the middle of this harsh reality ((just like now I'm writing this post; it's such a sweet short escape after reading some journal articles to analyze)). Anyhow, even though I've got so many things and tasks to do regarding my study, life has been fun as always. I'm trying to be grateful no matter what! haha I need to hang on a bit longer before the holiday season. I don't know, I'm excited and anxious at the same time that the end of this semester is getting closer and closer. There are still so many assignments that need to be done soon. And here I am writing this zilch. Hahaaa. R8ttttt, have to go back to my work now. See yaaaa ~~ xoxo Need a hug in a cup: coffee :)

I don't even know what keeps me feeling forlorn for these past few days. I think it's  because of my PMS. But, well, uhm, it's kinda awkward and weird to talk about it here. Anyway, it is true that I feel a bit lonely for these past few days. I even cried at night several times for no apparent reasons, LOL. L O N E S O M E Something is missing. I guess that there are many things going on my mind lately that makes me need someone to lean on. Someone who will listen to everything I say. In fact that I have no one here makes me feel empty, needy, and lonely. I guess that is that. I spent around three weeks at home for Ramadhan (( and Lebaran )). (( hesitating whether to talk about it or not )) In short, at times I felt so depressed at home bcs I knew that something wrong has happened. I guess I'm big enough to know about it. Even so, I can do nothing about it. Somehow it makes me don't wanna stay home. Well, it's just an outsider who messed up with my fa...

For these past few weeks, I've been given time to think over my priorities. Mine has changed. Ya, my priority now changes as I realize that I shouldn't think too much on one thing which is not going right. I experience a great pain weeks ago. From that time, I learned a lot. And yes, at the same time, I cried a river. But, the thing is, that one thing is not my one and only matter that needs my concerns. You might get confused as I didn't write it in details, but this is my way of keeping private what is private. I don't wanna make someone my priority while allowing myself to be an option. I guess I'm babbling ~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Talking about priority, lately I'm thinking about what is important in my life now. I guess I realize that making my family (esp my Dad) happy and proud of having me, are now my top priorities. And one of the ways to do it is getting into post-grad...

Most of us must be familiar with this saying "we don't know what we got till it's gone." This saying is stated differently by a friend of mine, it goes like this "we don't appreciate what we got until it's gone." I guess that's pretty much true. Sometimes, we, people, don't appreciate enough what we have until it's gone. Like, forever and we never get it back. This saying doesn't merely apply to things in our lives, it can be people around us. (I guess you know where this is going.) Ya, we don't give enough appreciation to those we love, till one day, they're gone, forever. And I feel that way now. Have you ever missed someone so much you cry? I have, when I miss my mom. There are times when I just wanna cry for missing her so much. Even when small bad things happen, I cry and suddenly I miss her just as much. I feel like I haven't done enough for her as a daughter. I didn't appreciate her enough for giv...

So, like I said on the previous post, saya ingin berbagi kisah perjuangan saya untuk akhirnya memberanikan diri berpetualang ke kota orang #halah Jadi, one of my 2015 bucket lists was solo traveling. And, I'm so jubilant that finally I can make it. It was on the first week of December 2015 that I finally went to Malang as my first solo traveling destination. I can tell you that it felt soooo GREAT!! tell me what you think ;) I will break down my stories into some posts since I'm so very excited to tell every tiny details of my travel experience. It's my first time doing a solo traveling so, well, maklum sajalah kalau-kalau saya begitu bergairah  bersemangat untuk menceritakannya. I'm gonna tell you places I visit, things happened there, my preparation as well before deciding and actually doing it. It will be my topic for the next few posts, unless I got something amazing to tell in the middle. Anyway, can't wait to write the next post! Be up soon...

Hai ! It has been a while since I wrote a post here.  Pdahal I promised to myself so many times that I will work on this, istiqomah katanya. Well, sorry to myself for not keeping my words. Anyhow! Guess what? There are a lotta things to talk about; about this and that. But, this post is just a kinda hello post, so I will keep it simple. Just wanna wish myself nothing but the best in this year May the odds forever in your and my favor. Lemme decide what to talk about first, on my next post. Despite the fact that it is already 2016, I guess I first will post about my biggest unlock badge in 2015: SOLO TRAVELING ! Yes, I did it! Hosh !!! See you soon, my next post :-*