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Cure the Blues

I don't even know what keeps me feeling forlorn for these past few days.
I think it's  because of my PMS. But, well, uhm, it's kinda awkward and weird to talk about it here.

Anyway, it is true that I feel a bit lonely for these past few days. I even cried at night several times for no apparent reasons, LOL.
L O N E S O M E
Something is missing. I guess that there are many things going on my mind lately that makes me need someone to lean on. Someone who will listen to everything I say. In fact that I have no one here makes me feel empty, needy, and lonely. I guess that is that.

I spent around three weeks at home for Ramadhan (( and Lebaran )).
(( hesitating whether to talk about it or not ))
In short, at times I felt so depressed at home bcs I knew that something wrong has happened. I guess I'm big enough to know about it. Even so, I can do nothing about it.
Somehow it makes me don't wanna stay home.
Well, it's just an outsider who messed up with my fam.  Whatever. Kita cuma bisa doa aja biar Allah kasih yang terbaik.
Aamiin :)

Okay, it tires me to talk about it. Haha. Why did I talk about it at the first place? Ahya, hanya butuh seseorang atau sesuatu untuk mencurahkan, siapa tau jadi gak terlalu kepikiran lagi. Iya kan?
(( random ))

Semangaattt Noonaa <3 (( taken when last sunmor visit with Dwi ))



TODAY
I stay at my room all day long, yet Alhamdulillah I don't think it's a boring day.
I got a lot to do; posting, writing, watching RM (( as always, lol )), doing laundry, and tidying my room.
Alhamdulillah ^^

Well, I'm fine being alone as long as I got something to do, I guess.

P I N G I N D O L A N (( menghitung hari, hahahaaa ))

Sudah ah, lapar :3

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Location: Yogyakarta, Yogyakarta City, Special Region of Yogyakarta, Indonesia

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