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Lessons Learned :')

Hai !
Happy Saturday , everyone . May the best comes into your way :*

I just wanna let you know that Saturday is my favorite day out of six others. Idk, no particular reason actually, yet I just feel like Saturday is my perfect lazy day when I can postpone my work and can just enjoy my weekend without worrying tomorrow. Heuheu , hope you get what my point is ._. I'm not so sure though, even me myself can't truly understand what I'm talking about right now. Well, everyone , uhm anyone , I'm bubbling XD Excuse meeee ~~

So, just now, just a few minutes ago, i read one of my friends blog. i met him first when we were working together in ICSEI , ah ya, sorry I haven't got time to review my lovely new-year project, icsei 2014, gonna do it later btw. im kinda tired to write accordingly, lol, so sorry i didnt use correct punctuation and/or capital letter, kinda so lazy to do so XD

Well, so this new friend of mine wrote about his experience during icsei. ah i just wanna tell you that he's younger than me i treat him like hes my lil brother. haha . i tell you just in case you get me wrong :p sorry but i have no intention writing about him i just wanna review what i read in his blog. alright then, i guess i make  myslef clear enough , lol . The way he writes his experience, the way he expresses his gratefulness, makes me realize that despite all of the obstacles coming into my life, my life remains wonderful. AWESOME ! Ya, it's just the way i see it that might be wrong then i feel like dying of all that happened -_-

Ya , his simple personal writing on his blog just kinda slaps me right on my face and wakes me up. You know lots of things happened lately which in fact make me kinda dizzy, bored, depressed and frustrated at once! Sorry if im bit exaggerated . but thats what i feel after all.

Even after all revealed-truth, facts that i found myself, this - u know what - problem seem to remain tightly on my memory, my heart. I promise myself to stay happy and stay strong after all. just don't wanna let him see me break. i will show him that im better off without him. not to take revenge, but to show him that im strong enough to continue living without him. because all these that happened between us, just great lessons for me. its not my loss, its him.

:')

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