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So, I happen to find one of my writing back then when I was required to present about something which attracts my attention. That time, idk why, I picked an issue related to stress management. Guess I've been pressed by too much stress back then >.< So, I'm gonna share what I wrote back then. Since there are a lot of points taken into account, for now I'll just share what stress management. Later, I'll post more on how to cope with it. Stay tune ;) It may seem that there’s nothing yo u can do about your stress level. The bills aren’t going to stop coming, there will never be more hours in the day for all your errands, and your career or family responsibilities will always be requiring. But you have a lot more control than you might think. In fact, the simple realization that you’re in control of your life is the foundation of stress management. Managing stress is all about taking charge: taking charge of your thoughts, your emotions, your schedule, your e...

Being treated like an option is not what I want. Therefore I choose to quit from this damn tricky game of yours. dee , january 2014 .

Damn! Suddenly I'm feeling kinda blue T.T Guess something wrong inserted into my mind. I dont even know what im gonna do next minutes. I just wanna lay lazily on my bed till tomorrow , but i dont want it to happen. lotta things should be done. what should i do? grabbing dinner maybe ? T.T

Look into my eyes, it's where my demons hide. Don't get too close, it's dark inside. It's where my demons hide. It's where my demons hide.

Hai ! Happy Saturday , everyone . May the best comes into your way :* I just wanna let you know that Saturday is my favorite day out of six others. Idk, no particular reason actually, yet I just feel like Saturday is my perfect lazy day when I can postpone my work and can just enjoy my weekend without worrying tomorrow. Heuheu , hope you get what my point is ._. I'm not so sure though, even me myself can't truly understand what I'm talking about right now. Well, everyone , uhm anyone , I'm bubbling XD Excuse meeee ~~ So, just now, just a few minutes ago, i read one of my friends blog. i met him first when we were working together in ICSEI , ah ya, sorry I haven't got time to review my lovely new-year project, icsei 2014, gonna do it later btw. im kinda tired to write accordingly, lol, so sorry i didnt use correct punctuation and/or capital letter, kinda so lazy to do so XD Well, so this new friend of mine wrote about his experience during icsei. ah i just wan...

hey hey hey ! its random post season twooo . im just way too excited to tell you the pain i have ._. well, the pain, sorry, not the happiness . but, this is life, ups and downs, and now im gonna tell u guys the most hurtful broken hearted story i have since the day i was born ! exaggerated ? depends, for me , this is the story of my life that hurts me the most ! T.T wait , i wanna cry right now. just a second and i ll be back . _________________ alright , im here ! so, the point is that now finally i succeeded in revealing the truth ive been looking for ! yeeiiyy ! it hurts so much like hell, haha . okay ._. so, someone who i miss so much lately, ok, its now about him , again. but i hope this random post is the last post i put him him himmmmmmmm here ! will be no more talk about him later. _____________________ oh damn , in the middle of writing and lost connection ._. it should have been posted few hours ago, well, so now i have to continue after all. lil forget what im gonn...

Did you know how much I miss the second word of this sentence? Did you know how much I spend my time thinking of the second word of this sentence? Did you know that the reason I stay awake till midnight is the second word of this sentence? Did you know that the person I want to meet right now is the second word of this sentence? Did you know how many times I cry when I remember the second word of this sentence???????? You don't know I bet. Or if you know, you're just pretending that you don't.

whooppss its alredy 15 january! the first half month of 2014 have gone so fast ! i didnt event realize it , lol :p whatever. and im sorry if i type this randomly and kinds confusing since i will not use capital for the first sentence not using lots of punctuation so you have to figure out where to start and where to stop. haha whos gonna read this anyway? -_- well so, im kinda so random today, lots of things to do but the weather lately is so seductive makes me wanna stay under my blanket longer and longer and looonnggerrrr ! makes me have a kinda super lazy doing nothing day ! huhuu , after all , i love it. i love staying under my blanket i mean xd im gonna talk randomly for this post, untitled post actually since i havent got any ideas what to write on the post title box above. well, lets see what im gonna write there - just if i dont forget it - ^^v lately i do love watching some channels on youtube. i subscribe like whatever i find interesting. most of them about hijab tutor...

So, here's the thing. It's raining outside since like hours ago and it hasnt stopped yet so i just couldn't go anywhere . I dont feel like going anywhere anyway so it's just probably fine. Just there are lots of things i wanna say actually but the problem is that i dont know how to start. Well, I'm listening to Keane right now, everybody's changing so i just think of use it as the tittle of this random post . even though in fact i hasnt decided yet what im gonna talk tonight. Just, ya, as usual, random things. a minute, i wanna finish the song first . _____________________________ Tetiba aku pingin donat ! Well, so, i actually already forget what im going to talk at the first place cause the songs just are captivating, i wanna keep listening and singing along! So, yap, back to everybodys changing, i wanna talk about it. its actually about a particular person but right now im trying not to talk about him anymore, sooo , lets make it general. everybod...

It should be the first post on the new year 2014, but I kinda screwed up these days so I don't have any intentions to make a likely good read on my blog. Then I suddenly came up so depressed so that I wrote a "what the hell" post as the first that I posted in 2014. Hope my 2014 will still come up good; better than 2013 I suppose. So here I am trying to put and fix puzzles of this riddle named life. Look back, I've been through a lot last year, ups and downs, happiness and sorrow, smiles and tears. And in this new year, I wanna craft a whole lot better life. It doesn't mean that only happiness and smiles which I expect, of course there will be sorrow and downs as well, yet I hope those downs won't ever make me down. Feel like I'm talking nonsense right now? Yes I am! Hell yeah i'm confused and hungry right now. Better to grab some dinner first I guess. --------------

Just if writing down all of what I feel can make me better, yet I can't even do that. Remember how I ignore some of friends when they say I have to run as fast as I can before I got hurt. Run you say? I can't even walk away. Now I think: Ah, so this is what people call as broken heart, the moment when you feel your heart falls into pieces, the moment when you feel like giving up on life, well, that's too much. For me, this is the moment when I want to get amnesia or something which can help me erase the memories I want to delete. Pretending? If all this time you were doing it, you are such a best actor I've ever met. Salute ! Well, I'm no different. From now on, I'll be the best actress you've ever known. I'll keep pretending that I'm okay until one day I can really feel what feeling okay is. I'll just keep pretending over and over again. Don't worry. I'm good at it. I'll just keep doing it. Okay. I'm good at p...