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I don't even know what keeps me feeling forlorn for these past few days. I think it's  because of my PMS. But, well, uhm, it's kinda awkward and weird to talk about it here. Anyway, it is true that I feel a bit lonely for these past few days. I even cried at night several times for no apparent reasons, LOL. L O N E S O M E Something is missing. I guess that there are many things going on my mind lately that makes me need someone to lean on. Someone who will listen to everything I say. In fact that I have no one here makes me feel empty, needy, and lonely. I guess that is that. I spent around three weeks at home for Ramadhan (( and Lebaran )). (( hesitating whether to talk about it or not )) In short, at times I felt so depressed at home bcs I knew that something wrong has happened. I guess I'm big enough to know about it. Even so, I can do nothing about it. Somehow it makes me don't wanna stay home. Well, it's just an outsider who messed up with my fa...