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Senin Dini Hari

Ngapain nulis blog dini hari gini? Random.

Niatnya sih jam 11 malem udah tidur, eh mah bablas ampe gak kerasa udh hari senin aja.
Biasanya, klo jam segini (jam 00.05 currently) gak bisa and/or belum tidur, njuk randoms things suddenly buzzing on my mind.
Ngebayangin mau ngapain aja besok pagi (klo belum tidur pokoknya namanya bukan bsok, meskipun sekarang jga udh ganti hari - err iykwim), ngira-ngira kerjaan bisa kelar kapan biar bisa main, bisa juga udh ngebayangin pingin sarapan apa, ato malah ngebayakin bsok klo udh nikah gimana #eh, baperrrr ~

Oya, tadi ibu sms. (Iya ibu, I have a (step)mom). Cuma say hai sih, what did i expect?? haha
Terus mamah juga telp, ktanya ayah deddy lagi sakit, udh empat hari panasnya gak turun-turun. Kata dokter gegara kecapekan, tapi tep aja khawatir kan.
Anehnya, mau sekhawatir apapun, aku ra sms blas ki -___-
Bukan gak sayang ato apa lho, tapiii bingung arep sms piye, lol :v payah

Talking about ayah deddy, I love him so much btw. So so so much, since we were younger!
He's my love after my dad. He's such a good brother who loves his lil sist so much without saying much.
He was the one who told me to learn English since I was in elementary school, he was also the one who picked me up and drove me to school, he was the one who brought me my first Indonesia National Football Team jersey! I did remember that day he came back from Kebumen to buy me that shirt. And I endlessly thank him for that lil surprise.

Yah, meskipun kita jarang ngobrol, jarang sms (sms cuma klo butuh translate ato laporan jadwal sepakbola -_-), jarang telfon jugak (sekalinya tlp cma pas ngabarin ibu meninggal :'( ) jarang nanyain kabar jugak...(jarang, tapi pernah sih)

Tapi, mamas selalu ada di setiap doa dee, kalopun lupa itu paling pas dee lagi sholat kaya sekarang ini heheheheheee (uknowwhat), and I will always love you, annddd though you never say it (not even once!!) I know that I'm your forever favorite sister and I know that you love me so. Action speaks louder, itu kamu banget massss! I love you my one and only brother. I want you to know that I'm so very lucky to be your sister.

In another life, I will be your sister again and again and again.

I love you to the moon and back and please get well very soon <3
Seriously, I can't stand still watching you sick.
Anyway, a very warm big for you.

(I know you will never read this blog post, but it's okay. Hope you know that you will always be in my du'a)

Dan post Senin Dini Hari pun jadi post Aku Kangen Ayah.

 Udah gitu aja, xoxo.
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Location: Yogyakarta, Yogyakarta City, Special Region of Yogyakarta, Indonesia

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