Just A Blog

Ngapain nulis blog dini hari gini? Random. Niatnya sih jam 11 malem udah tidur, eh mah bablas ampe gak kerasa udh hari senin aja. Biasanya, klo jam segini (jam 00.05 currently) gak bisa and/or belum tidur, njuk randoms things suddenly buzzing on my mind. Ngebayangin mau ngapain aja besok pagi (klo belum tidur pokoknya namanya bukan bsok, meskipun sekarang jga udh ganti hari - err iykwim), ngira-ngira kerjaan bisa kelar kapan biar bisa main, bisa juga udh ngebayangin pingin sarapan apa, ato malah ngebayakin bsok klo udh nikah gimana #eh, baperrrr ~ Oya, tadi ibu sms. (Iya ibu, I have a (step)mom). Cuma say hai sih, what did i expect?? haha Terus mamah juga telp, ktanya ayah deddy lagi sakit, udh empat hari panasnya gak turun-turun. Kata dokter gegara kecapekan, tapi tep aja khawatir kan. Anehnya, mau sekhawatir apapun, aku ra sms blas ki -___- Bukan gak sayang ato apa lho, tapiii bingung arep sms piye, lol :v payah Talking about ayah deddy, I love him so much btw. So so so mu...

Let me take a moment to thank Allah just for everything... I realize that there are times when I complain here and there. I want this, I want that. I dont appreciate enough things that I have. So now, instead of saying sorry for my ungratefulness, I wanna express my gratefulness instead. I know that He loves me so much despite all the things I did wrong, I wanna believe it. I should believe that He is always with me so that He will truly come to me and never leave my side. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful family where I get so much affection and support for everything I do. For letting me being born in this world, because life itself is such a great blessing, isn't it? Thank you for giving me very kind and warm parents, I love them both so much. Though You have taken my mother from my side, it's okay. It's better, I know it's better for us all. Just, I'm so grateful to have my family. Thank you for letting me know that happiness can be true. Just th...

It's been a while ... I have no idea what I'm going to write right now, there're just so many things buzzing on my mind lately. I just, thinking of something this afternoon, I pray to God to make me stronger and tougher to face my life, instead of praying to God to make my problems drifting away easily. Because many things going on my mind lately that sometimes make me blank instead of thinking how solve it.