it's over 1 am right now, can't sleep and do not know why. here i go again, it's been a while ya since i didnt even access this very blog of mine. then, here i am again, over and over again write just anything that comes across my mind right now. i was just wondering whether so far i'm lving my life or just alive. i wanna live my life and i just wanna make myself trust in me, i mean, how do i say it? it's like im trying to convince myself that i'm not simply alive but im living my life. whats the difference? try to figure it out on your own! im bubbling right now i know. lately, these past few weeks, there are a lot happening. and i wanna thank God since i feel that He's being kind as always, im trying to be grateful, well... ahya, i got home last weekend and it was nice as always, got new dress from my mamah, money as well, lol, then eat lotta good food till im scared of gaining some weight, i dont wanna gain more weight please, unless.. what? ...
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